Too often forgotten... / Ashleigh Morawski (Friend) It's so easy to forget. It's been so long. Even I'm guilty of it. We get busy. School, work, relationships, life. Trying to keep up with anything and everything. Trying to keep up with each other. We forget to stop and take time to remember how amazing life really is. We forget to remember the people that mean the most. And then, when we least expect it, we lose them. What is everything coming to? Sometimes I just don't know. Life is so great, but we let it pass by, as if it is nothing. We're too busy to stop and take the time to catch up with people, to see how people are doing. It's so easily forgotten. Life is so easily taken for granted. Life is there to enjoy. To swing on the swings once in a while at the playground. Stop and look at what surrounds you on your way to school or work. How many times will someone ask you what is near your school or work, and you cannot answer them because you never stopped to notice? Probably more often than not. Take a few minutes out of your day to call someone important. Just to say hi. Tomorrow you may not get that chance. And that would be a shame. Slow down. Let life happen. Enjoy things. And don't be in such a hurry to do everything.
I honestly don't know why I am venting to you, Tony. I guess I just felt like that was the best idea. I don't know. You meant a lot to me, but too many times I never told you that. And when it really mattered...when I really should have told you...I didn't. And I'm sorry for that. But I want you to know that I still think about you. Even after so long.
I hope you have a good night.
guillermo schiappacasse salutes you from argentina !!! / Guillermo Schiappacasse (same last name ) dear barbara, im so sorry about your loss,i hope god bless you and comfort you and your family. im a pastor here in san miguel buenos aires,got a wife and a daughter,lizzy,(4) i send you a big kiss!!
You'll never be forgotten!!! / Kellie Schulte (Friend) Tony,You touched my life and my heart on so many different levels.You taught me how precious life is and showed me how important it is to cherish every day and everyone in your life. I'm a better person for having known you!! Thank you for being part of life!!
We miss you... / Ashleigh Morawski (friend) It really sucks that Tony had to go so soon. He was only 17, but he is with God in a better place. And his memories will always be with me for sure.
Still crosses my mind from time to time / Jessica Partridge (Swindle) (High school friend )Read >>
Still crosses my mind from time to time / Jessica Partridge (Swindle) (High school friend )
Tony was my first ever high school “boyfriend” at Doherty High School our freshman year. I switched schools in 10th grade and we didn’t stay in touch. None the less, he’s always had a place deep in my heart. I think about him from time to time, even after a decade and a half. He was a nice kid, a good friend and so sweet.
Memories are forever. Much love and warm hugs to his mom and others who remember and loved him. Close
Anyone been to Tony's grave recently? / Barb (MOM)Read >>
Anyone been to Tony's grave recently? / Barb (MOM)
I have not been able to get to Salida recently, but am hoping Tony's headstone is in place. If any of you gets by, would you please take some photos and post here or on facebook? THANKS Close
connection to a daughter..... / Joseph Morawski (acquaintance)Read >>
connection to a daughter..... / Joseph Morawski (acquaintance)
Good morning Tony.....
Remember my ex spouse and I thinking how wonderful if you and my lovely daughter Ashleigh Caroline were to become a permanent item. Obviously such has come to pass in a somewhat different light. Have lost interaction with Ashleigh due to a variety of circumstances with marital termination of yesteryear. Here in the autumn years of life, miss Ashleigh LOTS. Only knowledge of her is through her cyberspace interaction with you. Fot that I thanx you. Otherwise have no idea of how she is doing as a young woman, student, daughter. Her communiques with you are so genuine and loving. Envious of such..... Close
tony ive been missin you and been meaning to visit you but couldnt find out how to find you. you were a great friend and will truly be missed. if anyone would please tell me where he is buried i would really like to pay my respects. please email me at firstname.lastname@example.org
Wish You Were Here / Josiah Kaan (Friend)
Not a day goes by that I don't miss you Tony. You were a rare breathe of fresh air in this cruel world. I just want to say that I miss you still we all do. Much love save me a spot. You's gangsta Close
We still miss you. / Seth Myers (Friend)
Tony was a very good friend and one that can never be forgotten. Everyone that knew Tony will forever miss him and cherish the time we got to spend with him. Miss ya Tone-Loc! Close
A quarter of the way there. / Ashleigh Morawski Read >>
A quarter of the way there. / Ashleigh Morawski
It's been so long, T, since I've stopped by. I'm already done with 2 years of school, going on the 3rd. It's hard to believe how fast time flies. You've been gone for so long, and I miss you. I don't know what happens. I mean, you go through every day when you're little, doing whatever you want, and the days seem to go by so slow, but as you start getting older, the days start to zoom by, and if you aren't careful, you're not gonna know what happened, and you're gonna forget what got you where you are today. We're always in a hurry to get things done until we are out of time. It's sad. It really is.
Anyhow, just wanted to stop by and say hi cuz I was thinking about you.
I don't even know what to say. / Ashleigh Morawski (Friend)Read >>
I don't even know what to say. / Ashleigh Morawski (Friend)
It seems like just yesterday I was starting my third semester of college. Now, only a week or two out from the end of the semester, I am having to retake 2 out of the 3 classes I signed up for this semester. I let myself down. I said I would do better, and I didn't.
Sometimes I wonder if I am going to be a pharmacist. It is all about what you are and who you know. Status is everything these days. But I want to be a pharmacist more than anything.
I don't know who to talk to. It's tough to find friends who won't say anything to anyone else when you tell them things and confide in them. I've almost given up on telling anyone anything. I used to not be able to keep secrets when people confided in me, but now, I see the value of a true friend. I see that it is much more important to keep your word than to please all your friends.
I'm horrible at relationships. I'm beginning to think I won't ever find that one. But then again, I'm pretty sure I have. It's difficult being patient, Tony. It really is. But it's worth it to me, and I won't give up. I am gonna fight until there is no fight left in me. And no matter how long I have to wait, I will. I can't see it being any other way.
I wish I had more time for family. And every time I think about you, I realize I just need to make it, whether or not I have the time. Anything can happen, and I need to spend time with my family when I still have the chance. I don't want to lose them, wishing I had done things differently. I already had to go through that a few times. I don't want to do it again.
Christmas is coming around soon. The semester ends, snowboarding starts, everything gets busy. But only for a month. People rush around and become last minute on everything. But only for a month. And then it calms down for another 11 months.
It snowed yesterday. Finally. We have been waiting and wishing and praying for snow so we can use our season passes, and it finally snowed, but it melted by noon. Hopefully it will just dump snow soon. None of us can wait to get up on the mountain.
I wanna grow up so bad. I keep trying to rush it. I want to be older and farther along with everything, when in reality, I'm just not that close. I am, but I'm trying to be closer than I am, and maybe that's why things are happening the way they are. I don't know. I just don't.
I miss you, Tony. It's just nice to come talk to you because you don't judge. And you can't go and tell other people. You just listen, I think.
I hope you have a good day. Sorry it's been a while.
I DID NOT DIE / Shari Whitehead (PASSER-BY)Read >>
I DID NOT DIE / Shari Whitehead (PASSER-BY)
DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT SLEEP I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENED GRAIN I AM THE DIAMOND GLINTS ON SNOW I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN RAIN DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY I AM NOT THERE, I DID NOT DIE Close
so very sorry / SHARI WHITEHEAD (PASSER-BY)Read >>
so very sorry / SHARI WHITEHEAD (PASSER-BY)
My son was born Sept.9/88, he passed away Apr.5/2005. They suspected suicide. That just didn't make any sense, with all who knew him, and what a great person he was. But there were signs, that I addressed, bloodshot eyes, headaches, marks on his neck, headaches, and a change in his temperment. Wanting of privacy. He always borrowed my belt, saying his belt was too small. I found him in the basement. I haven't been the same since. I also found a note in his room. (we would leave each other notes, so the other one would know, where the other person was) the paper the note was written on was a year old. There was no more of that paper left. It said, If I die before I awake, I'm sorry, I never meant for this to happen, Nick. I found the note when I packed his things away. I don't think he comtemplated the risk involved, as he knew, I would be home in 1hr. That is why he never put the note out. I dearly feel your pain, daily, I am so very sorry, that this had to happen to you. I hope you find answers, I know that they help. God Bless Close
I am sorry for your loss / Laila Gohar (none)Read >>
I am sorry for your loss / Laila Gohar (none)
i am so sorry for your loss. I did not know Tony, but i assure you that he is in a better place. May he always Rest in Peace.
Please don't mourn for me I'm still here, though you don't see I'm right by your side each night and day And within your heart I long to stay My body is gone but I'm always near I'm everything you feel, see or hear My spirit is free, but I'll never depart As long as you keep me alive in your heart I'll never wander out of your sight I'm the brightest star on a summer night I'll never be beyond your reach I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach I'm the colorful leaves when fall comes around And the pure white snow that blankets the ground I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond The clear cool water in a quiet pond I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in spring The first warm raindrop that April will bring I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine And you'll see that the face in the moon is mine When you start thinking there's no one to love you You can talk to me through the Lord above you I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees And you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep And the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep I'm the smile you see on a baby's face Just look for me, I'm everyplace...
Thinking of you on this four month anniversary of your passing / Barb (Mom)Read >>
Thinking of you on this four month anniversary of your passing / Barb (Mom)
Have you noticed I'm lost in time. Aimlessly wandering as though I am blind. Where have you gone, Son of mine? I woke up crying this morning because you are not here. My heart overflowing with pain and fear. I'm sure heaven is perfect and that's where you are, but the distance between us seems so far. Precious son of mine, this loss is unbearable, it just can't be true, I never thought I ever would be here without you. I wanted to follow you But God said no, He has you now but I can hardly let go. I mourn for you with every breath, I loved you before you were born, I love you after death. Beautiful son of mine.